Vol. XIX No. 8
May 2004

Here I Stand

By LUKE J. RINDERKNECHT

At some point I lost track of God. Some wildflower by the roadside caught my attention and I strayed to look more closely, and God kept walking unaware that I'd stopped. But I was enraptured by the wildflower, studied it closely, and I said it was beautiful.

And some said that beauty was God, but I didn't think so. I thought it was the purples and the pearls intermixing in freshly blossomed petals that was beautiful.

And some said those colors reflected God's beauty, but I didn't think so. I hesitate to ascribe too much to God, he has quite a big plate already. He didn't seem to notice when I stopped to look at the wildflower.

There are those who call every smart person who invents or discovers a genius, but I only count one or two geniuses in a generation. In the same way I do not see God everywhere either. When people thank God for the creations of mankind, dishwashers or a Monday off from work, I can only think that those are things man made and people gave you, not the gifts of God. I do not like to call a pond an ocean, and I do not like to call the purely inventive "genius," and I do not like to thank God for the creations of humanity.

Luke Rinderknecht is a third-year percussion student.



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